Well I have been doing very well the last couple days, eating right, lots of water and working out.. I sure hope I see some results. !
I am still a little lost in my own world, trying to find who I am and where I belong. As much as I want to find that someone special, I think its just a matter of waiting , enjoying the kids and letting things happen as they do. I ve not been working much now they have 3 till people I'm not needed as much, I am working tomorrow though and all day on Melb Cup. Typical. =P
I took the kids to the pool yesterday, it was so damn hot, and I really wanted to get in, I'm just way to self conscious for public pools, maybe in a couple months - wink wink - I'm on a couple of these online dating sites now, and without blowing my own horn, a lot of these men show interest in me - But im yet to click with anyone, ya know when everything is just right - had too many wrongs to just keep going, call me insane but i want it all to be RIGHT, everything, the emotional connection, the physical connection, ya know what i mean, im not settling for second best when the man for me is still out there- I have come too far to just settle!! Like i said previously, i want love, not just something to bide the time - im happy to wait.. Taking myself off those sites. shite things.