I have always loved this picture - Its simply gorgeous.

I am back from my little trip to the farm - feeling very emotional, i could just cry - why? I don't know.

I was pretty good while i was away, but not the greatest, its weigh day tomorrow and I'm not feeling very confident at all - i peeked when i got back and if i have lost its going to be a small amount, hard to tell when ya weigh in the arvo - time will tell - I really really want to get under that 100 - its a massive dream for me, something i just didn't think i could achieve and at moments like this - still don't think i can.

I had a bit of wine, and cakes and sweets etc while i was away, didn't do as much exercise as i like to do, well i didn't do much at all - I love my new heart rate thingy - its so cool, i play with it all the time, so far according to its stats... Since i got it on Monday i have done only ----

* 2.06 hours of exercise

*1174 calories burned @ 50% fat

* My max heart rate has been 182 -104%

* My average is 145 -82%

Soooo at least i am working in the fat burning zone - It will be good to see how i go now I'm home as i know i do a lot more working out here - That effort up there is somewhat pathetic.

Its always nice to be home, but i miss that man so much - it literally hurts.

HA! I just realised I'm emotional cause its that good ol time of the month, also just realised this will prolly affect my weigh in, also realising i may not get that under 100 - AGAIN! grrrrrr

Till next time.....