Seems like i am finally on the right track!

Im happy for the most part, my job is giving me the shits, i wanna take photos! My dream is to get the camera i used to have ( long story) and use it to take pictures - Its only 300 bucks, but god thats a lot of money to me lately, im hoping to have it by the end of the year, bit of a reward for myself for the weight loss - I just hate having to wait, bad aries trait i thinks! Patience, definetly not one of my strong points. The children go to their fathers tomorrow for the wedding - Im excited about some time away from them but heartbroken cause i know the minute they leave i will want them back - crazyness. Its only 2 more sleeps untill i go up to Jimmy's, really excited about that, it will only have been 2 weeks since i seen him but it feels like forever, makes me wonder how long i can really do this long distance thing - he talks to me a lot about me moving up there etc etc i just feel like i dont want to get excited or set my heart on it - in case it doesnt happen, once again crazyness! Did a really big workout this arv... 4.1klms on the treadmill, i would have ran for at least 1.5klms of that so im really stoked, i have noticed i can do a little more now, really push that heart rate up - i think i will cry if i havent lost weight this week, i didnt lose last week and to be honest, another week might see me fall off the wagon - im too impatient if im not seeing results i will give it up - i know i will.. so fingers crossed for a nice loss, i just want 1kg... just 1... its not much - im not greedy... just 1kg! actually, 1.8kg would get me to my first 5 off... hrm... nah thats just pushing it! haha

Next week... i will have my first 5kg

Have to get dinner ready now, i really cant be assed but someone has to do it.

Till Next Time...