Ex partners suck - Thank god i never married him.

By the time everything was done and dusted yesterday i was so exhausted i could barely hold the phone to my ear to talk to my baby! ( That's when i know I'm stuffed) - Completely physically and emotionally drained - work was a BIG week, i worked everyday, usually i do 4, but i have to train people to take over my job, so have to work everyday until i leave - It was just go go go, so with that and organising Bells birthday, dealing with the ex , and the normal weekly chores, this week really took its tole on me - I haven't felt this exhaustion for a long long time. The ex, kids father really fucked me over this week, please mind the french but he just pisses me off, he is married now, but he will NOT let me go, after i finally go the courage to leave his cheating ass for 2 years he constantly stalked me, emotionally abused me, sent me into a massive spiral of depression, blackmailed me, you name it , he did it, his so called love for me, is not love, was not love, but obsession, a very possessive man, in the last year of our relationship i was not allowed to go to the shop alone, or have friends, my mobile was taken off me, he imprisoned me - he literally killed my soul - hard to explain unless you get in that situation its hard to understand it, he constantly accused me of cheating ( because he was, he became so sure i was) I never did cheat on him. Anyway, i think it was Monday night he decided to call and tell me that Jimmy will leave me and I'm not good enough for love and I will never make it, blah blah and i called him a few names that I'm sure don't need to be in print - haha, anyways, bottom line - he still hasn't gotten over me and its just sad really, his new wife actually looks how i used to, same features, same build ( my old chubby fat one!) So on Wednesday he decided to NOT pay the child support just to have the power over me - again. Because he is a miner its a higher amount so i get no other support from centrelink, and rely on just my wage and that money to get us through, i NEEDED that money to pay for Bells party stuff etc - Soooo he really got me stressed and upset and crying and blah blah, i hate that he can still do that to me!! Jimmy wanted to send me some cash cause he is just amazing and as far as he is concerned Bell and Chris are as much a part of him now as me and he wouldn't see her go without - Once again, what a man! But me being so stubborn and proud i wouldn't let him and managed to do it all - on my own, asswipe paid the money yesterday but by then i had done what i needed to do! Now that's out, I'm going to start a new post.. haha.