Hello!

I just love you girls, you know that now don't you? Thanks for your advice and suggestions re- the wedding - Jo i loved the idea of including the children via Jimmy giving them something too etc, i had actually suggested this the night we talked about it, he wasn't as into it as me, he wants the wedding to me MY day - all about me, he said i have basically spent the last 8 years raising the kids on my own, with very little me time - as i have never lived close to family so its always been just me and them etc, and he wants that day to be mine, i kinda got defensive as i always do when it comes to things like this as the children are ME, but we will have to discuss that a little further on i think - nothing is set in stone, haha... I was thinking of ways and taking in your advice and i also thought about Chris giving me away but then my dad would prolly be a little hurt, I'm the only daughter and my fathers only child - SO that's kinda HIS thing ... BUT putting all this together i was thinking - Maybe, Chris could escort me to the end of the aisle and then my father take me down - Hows that sound? Weddings are exciting and fun and I'm totally stoked to be even thinking about mine, but there is a lot of people you need to think about besides yourself - Hrm....

- ALSO big news, Last night Jimmy asked me my ring size OHHHH and i don't know it as my fingers have shrunk so he wants me to go buy like a 2 dollar ring that fits and send it to him... So So So exciting!!!!

- Had a pretty crap weekend regarding food - I was bad, very bad, i thought i had a lot more control over this now and bought a bag of those share packs of cheery ripes - I eat a small choc freddo or something every single day so i thought i could handle this - NO.. i cant, i ate heaps of them over the weekend, most of them to be honest and that is terrible - i eat cause I'm bored and i had a very boring weekend - NOT good enough, i need to get more control over all this, i have decided to stick with buying my little freddo everyday on the way to work, having them in the house does not work for me. I weigh daily and this morning i had a 98.6 - 400 grams more than my weigh day, not good enough, Lesson Learnt - NO MORE BOREDOM EATING.

- I just learnt how to send my stats from my HR monitor to the web - fascinating little gadget i tell ya, i am totally in love with it - I registered at Polar and downloaded the weblink software so now my little watch talks to the PC and uploads my data - Keeps a little diary and is so totally cool, if you hadn't worked out, i love stats and gadgets and stuff!! Here is a sneak peek of what i get to see when i open the date files - amazing!!

From Last Monday to Sunday

I love it!

- I'm back at work today so i know that's all good for my weight loss, keeps me on track with food and back to that focused, driven girl i so desire to be! All Good... speaking of work, i should get ready.... Till Next Time...

P.S, I'm a little concerned regarding my comments from my lovely girls - Jo called me a chook and Kathryn called me a duck - I'm wondering if there is anything about this Poultry reference i should be aware of... Hrm... haha only Joking - I love your comments!! xxxxxxxxxx to you !!